True Love

Sadness is looming around the corner. My heart is in an excruciating pain.

If I could only love that person, and if that person could also give back the love. My feeling toward that person is forbidden. I'm very depressed. It seems that my faith forbids me to be in a relationship of my own desire. My enemy is my own self.

I know from the start that I will lose this game. We can only be friends. I think I must be contented to this kind of relationship. But, I have my greatest enemies that making it difficult: Envy and Jealousy. Sad to say, I'm keeping these hateful "being" in my most vulnerable part - My heart and they are tearing me apart day and night.

I soon learned to develop an "anti-venom" - not for Love!! 'cause I believe LOVE is the most precious and wonderful emotion GOD gave us BUT for this hateful being that lives in ME. You can't find it in any Pharmacy Store, even Doctors don't know about it. Because you can't buy it. You developed and strengthen it through prayers. You're right. Its the LOVE for GOD.

Every time I experience hard times, I always comfort myself by the fact that GOD loves me.

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